2009 Flashback

2009 has been overall a great year for me. There are lots of gain and loss throughout this whole year, some of it are good while some are bad.

I manage to see the ugly side of people when I'm not even out at the working society yet. People might be friends with you for the moment but the very next moment they might have just forgotten you because of another person who are more important to him/her. Forgetting all those good times that we had shared together and only remember those bad ones.

Personally I do hear about people saying stuffs about me through word of mouth and also via internet. I don't really bother much about what people say about me as times goes by. Of course when I get the information I would get angry over it, as times goes by more and more gossips comes to me saying that I'm the bad person in the story. People always complain that other only hear stories from my side and not from the other side. But who are the people that are really not taking sides?

Through all these things that happen I did loss some of the people around me but I do gain a lot of friends whom I never thought I'll be so close with. I hope all of us will still keep in contact when we move on to university or army life.

Another year has passed and I am still rather active in the different orchestras. Although at times I really feel like giving up everything because I'm really tired of it. Having so little time for myself to rest, to get things done, to go out with my friends and spend with my family members. I do admit I hate to go to practices at times because I find it a total waste of my time. But every time when the concert is over and I hear the applause coming from the audience, I know all these are worth my time. I don't know how long this passion will stay but as long as I still have the feel for it, I would go for it.

I know I'm a straightforward, rude and rush person at all times. Nevertheless I'm grateful that my friends/ladies has been always beside me whenever I needed them. To my friends, thank you for accompanying me whenever I needed you people to. You people never let me felt like I'm all alone in this world having no one to accompany me to get my stuffs done.

To my ladies, though we ain't totally the same as the past as all of us grew up differently with the different environment. Meet up really make me feel so much better and away from all the stress that has been coming to me from all directions.

Thank you so much for being there whenever I want to rant about stupid stuffs.

Thank you so much for making me cry out to make me feel better.

Thank you so much for making me to stupid things with you girls.

Thank you so much for being there throughout all these years.

I'm super thankful to Kwen, my dearest boyfriend that has been there to accompany me throughout all my good and bad times. For the past 2 years plus,

Thank you so much for the countless love you have gave me.

Thank you so much for the endless care you have gave me.

Thank you so much for being understanding towards me.

Thank you so much for forgiving me whenever I make you angry.

Thank you so much for hearing me rant about everything under the sun every night.

Thank you so much for everything and everything.

I look forward for many years to come for the both of us.

2010 is going to be a good year for me. Hope it would also be a good one for all those around me.

XOXO,

Mel