In less than 15 hours time, NYPCO is going to perform the 3rd time in the Esplanade Concert Hall for the Beautiful Sunday program. I hope the concert crowd would not be much affected by the H1N1 and there would be a huge crowd later on at the concert hall and not Singaporeans trying to avoid crowded places so that it would lower their chance of getting H1N1.

Songs of the concert only managed to came in full on Friday. I can really see everyone's effort in this concert especially the cello/bass section. Though I sent a few messages feeling very pissed off with some member's attitude but my intension was to get everyone to come down for sectional practices and make sure they are clear of the songs and perform well on stage! No hard feelings with those messages ok?

It’s the moment that we have been practice for so hard for. Let’s make this Beautiful Sunday concert a successful one. NYPCO Beautiful Sunday 2009 演出成功!

3 down 1 more to go and it's time to start counting down for assignments.

I'm feeling rather happy tonight due to alot reasons. Too much to list out over here. Haha. Gonna start studying Open Source when I wake up tomorrow.

Heard from Ming Kai that they do not have to come school on Monday because they have to be quarantine at home. Andee who took the ICTMP common test together with them has got infected with H1N1. I hope he would get well real soon and friends around me to stay in good health. Do take good care of yourself everyone.

2 down 2 to go.

DAM was finally done today. I didn’t sleep well last night because the papers were too tight together. I slept at 2am and woke up at 4am to go on studying. My ICTMP paper ended at 6pm yesterday and DAM paper was at 830am today. I went for sectional last night and that bring to even lesser time to study for the DAM paper. I burn midnight oil last night and did manage to get something into my brain. Some of the things I studies did came out and some that I read through came out too. My brain is totally block and that point of time and I wrote rubbish for a few questions. I hope the lecturer would not vomit blood to death.

Web 2.0 paper tomorrow at 11am and I’m going off to organize the notes and start studying. Wish me luck!

I’m going to make it a miss to meet up with girlfriends once again due to the common tests. Next week, we’ll meet next week for sure!

School reopen today and its common test week straight. First day of school reopen and things wasn’t right for me almost the whole day.

I head to school early in the morning to meet Rox and Zi Fu to study. We studied all the way till 4plus and head over to the examination hall. Upon reaching the examination hall we found out that we need to have our temperature taken over at the atrium, get the temperature taken sticker before we could enter the hall. Rox asked the lecturer whether taking our temperature in front of him using a thermometer would be ok and he shouted a very LOUD no towards us.

I really feel so stupid walking from one end to the school to the centre of the school just to get our temperature taken and get a sticker for it. Knowing that we are going to be late for the paper after taking our temperature at the atrium they still force us to walk all the way there. So what’s the use of a thermometer given by the school when you cannot even use it to take temperature? Why can’t lecturer just be more flexible?

I went into the hall feeling super hot after walking super fast and the moment I open the exam paper the questions are all staring at me and I don’t know the answers to most of the questions. I did study the tips given by the lecturer and he said 15% of the questions would not be from the tips. But from what I see, I think its 75% of the questions not from the tips instead of the 15% that he said.

I think I’m really going to flung this semester, I’ve got 4 papers this week and 1 of it is down. I’m left with 3 of it on tomorrow, Wednesday and Friday but there’s extra practices this whole week for the upcoming Beautiful Sunday performance this week! School should not have been postponed for 1 week! All this things would not clash together if school was as per normal!

Paper tomorrow at 830am doubt I’ll be sleeping tonight! Shyt!

The point where I said that "it just makes me wonder whether the path I chose is the right one for me?" makes me thinks that whether being active in NYPCO is the right choice for me. It makes me have lesser time with friends and family. Especially when concerts are coming and there are lots of extra practices to make sure the concert goes well, it does makes me feel sick thinking that every night there are CO practice. And the point that I don’t have many friends inside the orchestra now makes me feel even sicker.

I didn’t or rather never want to choose the path of not going out with my girlfriends anymore. I really wanted to head down the flea market when I receive Pearlyn's message last Saturday but there's additional practice. I want to go supper with you ladies tonight over at Fei Fei wonton noodles but I also have additional practice tonight. The Beautiful Sunday concert is less than 2 weeks from now. I cannot afford or cannot even miss any practice. I know you ladies might be kind of sick hearing that I can’t meet all of you because of my practices but I do not have any choice to choose.

There is a point of time when I really feel like ranting all these things out but I just can’t find anyone to hear me out. All of you are busy with your own stuffs and I really feel suffocated at that point of time.

Pardon me for ranting all this. Ignore this post if you feel irritated.

Checked my email as usual when I on my laptop and happen to read an email that brighten up my day! Check out the main point of the email below.

Anyone want to go with me? :D

My Husband so handsome! Haha.