Fcuk Sibelius! I've always wanted to learn it and I keep on asking people to teach me but no one really sat down to teach me for real! Now I'm here wanting to retype The Pink Panther scores for the stupid music camp and I cant.

I really hate it when I want to get things done and yet I cant do anything about it! Things that are undone, places that I’ve long to go. It’s all the same. Fcuk!