Its 1249am now and I suddenly feel so lonely. It's NYPCO Beautiful Sunday on 12 July 2009 and it appears to be none of my girlfriends are coming down to support me. I understand that super boring Chinese Orchestra music might make them fall asleep but this time round we are playing pop music. I’m not pointing fingers or blaming anyone of you for not coming down but it just makes me wonder whether the path I chose is the right one for me?

PS: I miss my girlfriends. I hope all of them are doing fine!