I spend my day rotting once again. I suddenly hate rotting so much. I got the feeling that i'm wasting my life away. Holiday should be the time that people should use to earn money. Yet i'm here spending money when i'm not earning any. I need a job, meet up with girlfriends, mahjong, buffet, night chats, running sessions and money now.

DMIT0702 clique gonna have our BBQ tomorrow. Hope everyone can turn up. It's the first meeting after holiday started. I miss all of you so much.

I'm feeling insecure.